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cookiemommy's Journal
Created on 2008-10-14 21:36:54 (#16844028), last updated 2009-12-11
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Basic Info Bio"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others."
i get screamed at almost all day by children and my brains kinda go boom.
i'm trying to find the space in my life to let my Self out but i'm new to this whole thing. i suppose we're all new to everything we've never done before. i guess i want to find a way to stay new to everything (therefore always learning) and yet be comfortable with it.
i'm not good with change.
i'm married to a woman without a ring or the paper and i like it that way (though, should that change you won't hear me complain). i'm raising children she created with a man who didn't deserve any of them and is now out of everyone's picture.
i am sapiosexual, queer, female-indentified-female, but i believe gender is an illusion and making sure these little girls are raised believing they can be who and what they want to be. i am interested in just about everythign there is in existence and my brain is huge and ready.
i have spent the past four years undoing all the damage done to me, all the programming that was done to me, all the backwards upside-down and inside-out about who they tried to build me into.
i am blank slate.
possibly gesso'd.
i've got my plastic paint pallets covered in a variety of colours and merely waiting for surfaces to...
"Will God or someone give me the power to breathe my sigh into my canvases, the sigh of prayer and sadness, the prayer of salvation, of rebirth?" - Shagal
i also have other journals for other things. they're all pretty public and some are pretty old, but they're pieces of who've i've been and some bits of who i still am:
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ana_morphic
sistersaudimmy
distant_logic <-- just a backup of rambilngs i didn't want to lose.
i get screamed at almost all day by children and my brains kinda go boom.
i'm trying to find the space in my life to let my Self out but i'm new to this whole thing. i suppose we're all new to everything we've never done before. i guess i want to find a way to stay new to everything (therefore always learning) and yet be comfortable with it.
i'm not good with change.
i'm married to a woman without a ring or the paper and i like it that way (though, should that change you won't hear me complain). i'm raising children she created with a man who didn't deserve any of them and is now out of everyone's picture.
i am sapiosexual, queer, female-indentified-female, but i believe gender is an illusion and making sure these little girls are raised believing they can be who and what they want to be. i am interested in just about everythign there is in existence and my brain is huge and ready.
i have spent the past four years undoing all the damage done to me, all the programming that was done to me, all the backwards upside-down and inside-out about who they tried to build me into.
i am blank slate.
possibly gesso'd.
i've got my plastic paint pallets covered in a variety of colours and merely waiting for surfaces to...
"Will God or someone give me the power to breathe my sigh into my canvases, the sigh of prayer and sadness, the prayer of salvation, of rebirth?" - Shagal
i also have other journals for other things. they're all pretty public and some are pretty old, but they're pieces of who've i've been and some bits of who i still am:
ana_morphicsistersaudimmydistant_logic <-- just a backup of rambilngs i didn't want to lose. ConnectInterests (55):
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